today has become like a really steep hill and i just finally walked over it. i tend to imagine things in a different way, so here it goes. imagine yourself climbing or naturally walking up one of the great pyramids of giza. how tired would your thighs be? especially if your not physical and mentally fit. when you reach the top, how good do you feel? you know that you don't have to climb any higher. to also think back of all the troubles and hard work.
thats something to think about when you've done five consecutive assessments. as of day i am offically walked over that hill and finally able to let my brain rest for a whole day or two. then straight back into studies and my last assessment for the semester. im totally loving this course just to comment.
todays assessment was my psychology presentation on 'leadership' the class was small (because many nurses are on there clinical placement) and less threatening but i was still very nervous. my stomach turned and i think i had fairly large butterflies in there too. it went well, i guess. although i jumbled my words and had a nervous tone i hope its worth a pass. now thats over, im happy.
yesterday i finally went to the bible talks after like a month. it was great seeing everyone ready and fond of learning another part of revelation. yesterdays passage was quite a large chunk and it may seemed like alot to take in, i listened every single bit. i guess because i missed being around people and listening to God words set for us. that part of revelation was merely a vision about babylon. the beautiful city, that has everything. you might even mistaken it as heaven. but definitely not, to sum what it represented is s.m.p sex, money and power. some of the evil drives in this world. i didn't really understand it, but there's theories that babylon is humanity itself or some country (don't want to say names) but it really gave me shock.
the highlight of that message is what our leader explained to us about "have we ever seen God's perspective" of the world. actually thought about seeing it through his own eyes. thats what hit me the most. just thinking about it gave me something to keep asking God for forgiveness and repent. he continues to say God's seen everything he hates in this world, how we can sometimes be so consumed and actually lost. God's seen how vile, digusting and despicable we've become. but still he loves. and he loves. no matter how ugly we are or sinful we are, he loves. i may keep bringing this topic up once and a while but this is what regularly happens to me everyday. all it is, is a constant reminder. to always be aware of the fact that really, i don't want to see what God sees.
well after that spectacular message, it was good let it sink down with a movie that night. sorry family back in sydney, i have to say that night i watched "iron man" with a majority of bcs students. im willingy to watch it again. because it rocked the roof off.
don't you just want a suit like that?
ill leave it at that. for you to drool.
until next time
keep blogging or get into blogging
in Him, we live
relgin.
keep smiling =(
1 comment:
*drools*
keep smiling!!
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