insufficient , inactive, intersemester break

I like toasted bread with butter spread dipped in home made chicken soup on a cold autumn night

Greetings,

Wow, its been quite a while since i've ever posted a new entry. I've always opened with myself saying "sorry for not making a new entry, to my many readers" I doubt I'd even have any readers. Well anyways life been great, tough but great. But I feel disappointed, and the feeling that you didn't achieve what you set goal for you. I've set a number things that I hope to achieve or come close to. And as I evaluate my last couple of months I don't think I've made a good effort.

I say alot of things I take for granted sometimes. I always think theres time and that "oh no worries I can do this", "I can achieve this" and now that my inter semester break is around the corner I feel theres still alot of work to do. I guess this is why my lecturers always say "inter semester breaks are no holidays" I understand, but I never listen. When I'm home I want to relax, catch up and spend time with my family.

But as I look back on my efforts in this first term of this year, I want to use this break wisely and efficiently. If this labels me as a nerd or anti-social person, so be it. This is my future. Theres a high chance this won't happen and I'll have to pour out everything the night before, which I hate and try to steer away from. I want to listen to my conscious.

The biggest thing I've disregarded in this first term was my relationship with God. I was aware but I didn't do anything about it. I feel disappointed in myself and sick. But what kept it together was the Bathurst Christian Students at university. I thank God for my purpose there. Although my goal was to grow largely with God and build a better relationship with him, but I know God sees that I can help but try.

I encourage you to keep trying. Never say never, and when your down pick yourself up!

Until next time
Keep blogging or get into blogging

in Him, we live

Relgin.
Keep smiling =(