gotta deal with whats real...

Greetings,

after a couple of hours the construction site will now have to stay how it is. i am experiencing a blog technical problem. its refusing to add more page elements and many other bugs and clicks. In other words the freedom that was given has stopped and trapped me somewhere in these htmls and xmls. awesome! not.

well the blog title tells it all, i recieved a deal and going to face reality. how wonderful? actually i am quite happy. not entirely but satisfied. its anzac day and im at university trying to punch back at my assessments. its going quite well i might say. imagine your in a ring with your assessment that gains the figure of a normal human being. the bell rings, the girl in the bikini walks around with the large cardboard sign saying round one. your at one corner and 'it' is in the other. you face each other down with death looks that seem not to end. you are approaching each other still battling a facial expression war and you begin to be centremetres away from each others face. the punch glove handshake is performed and here comes the punching of the century. i throw one left punch and i win. great story yes?.

thats not entirely how i feel, something along the lines. we tend to realize the worst of things to be much worse. we may over think or over look our situation. sometimes if you imagine yourself a few metres backwards of your 'body', you realize a lot about yourself. i would say thats a hard thing to do mentally. but its possible.
i have troubles personally being aware of my actions and mostly ending up with the consequences. i think thats the beauty of consequences, yes they make you do things that you don't want to do but it opens your mind about yourself and realizing the mistake or event that took place. i've probably lost you readers somewhere but my thoughts revolve this "self-awareness" just recently and heck im enjoying and learning so much. either you take it in or leave it. i truly think its important.

i still have more to be said, but for another time. im procastinating my assessments! i mustn't!

until then
keep blogging or get into blogging

in Him, we live

relgin.
keep smiling =(