ice age is coming to town...

Greetings

i just had to blog, well really i had another crave to type down some thoughts. today at bathurst was the coldest day i have ever experienced in my life. its autumn and it feels like the antarctic (not saying i've been there but hypothetically). it was too crazy, i overheard and was finally informed it snowed around bathurst. like literally you name it lithgow, orange, mudgee the list lingers. all except one place, bathurst. how weird yeah? i heard we hardly get snow, but they say we do sometimes. probably not enough to make the university close down or make snowman or have a snowball fight. im still dreaming. well with such extreme conditions on the increase, it is said that roads to sydney have been temporarily closed off due to the weather. and until further notice. i guess im stuck here. don't get me wrong i'm starting to embrace bathurst.

lately i have been really, really and really distance from God. in terms of my absences from my church, youth and bcs (bathurst christian students) activities. like i might have a valuable reason, my priority to my assessments and studies. but i should make time, because God knows. i think ill attend bcs bible talks tomorrow and get a update. just today i made contact with a old high school friend, that is willingly to help me start devotion again regularly. and maybe ill take that offer. i should get in contact with my youth pastor, because i don't think i made any initiative to ask for any help. i think thats my problem sometimes, i don't ask for help, when i really need help. i always think i can do it myself and deal with it. it might be good and seem responsible or 'independent' but i know jesus couldn't fulfill his purpose without his disciples and especially God. he made sure, he had all the help he can get.

i guess when i need help, like in assessments or with study thats what teachers are for. honestly sometimes i am very shy to ask, but another reason is 'i don't want to look dumb' but i remember one thing that my clinical practice teacher said to my class, just a long the line quote 'if its a dumb question, still ask!' its simply put, whenever you need help be in mind of the benefit of it. sometimes we must block out the judgmental thoughts and become proud for asking help. be the person to ask all the questions, just don't be annoying.

asking for help, theres no end!

until next time
keep blogging or get into blogging

in Him, we live

relgin.
keep smiling =(