its that saying, lets get back on track

Greetings,

I've changed my head title for a reason, everything has a purpose. Life has been troubling, I'm having trouble with university, catching up, expectation, standards and thickening my relationship with God, which is my biggest troubling thing going on. I've been realizing that I'm resisting God, and not grasping him. I'm avoiding him because I'm ashamed. My worth is nothing.

I've been having a 'doogee' moment, I have no idea if its real term used but I just it made to represent several similar experiences. I'm sitting in the weekly bible talks with other Christians at university in Bathurst. I'm being a good listener like always and at one point of the talk our preacher touched on about our worth. Although we see ourselves externally, we see ourselves or each other as unworthy causes for God. In Gods eyes he sees every bit of you and sees a worthy cause for his work. Simple, refreshing and stimulating.

I was so trouble about life that I avoided God because I thought I was worth nothing, but with the help of family, friends and my sub-conscious mind taking initiative to attend bible talks and church in Bathurst, I go back running back to God. I now fully understand that everyone will feel troubled about God at one point and that you'll only yearn more of him.

Until next time
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in Him, we live

Relgin.
Keep smiling =(