i wanna become more...

Greetings,

I better update my future or ambitious plans. I definitely want to become a paramedic, but something is prompting me to further reach a higher goal. I wish I had the smarts, discipline and naturally ability to study. It would of made a lot of difference in my studies at the moment or what degree I wanted to do. I have a lot of trouble learning new things and I'm pretty much lazy, slow and inattentive.

But I think I got the motivation, attitude and commitment...

I've been thinking of becoming a doctor in the future, for a while now. Being a paramedic is excellent and worth doing but being a doctor gives you more opportunities and you can could so much more for a person. I'm not saying a paramedic does nothing, paramedics are able to intervene and prevent injuries and illnesses. They are the first line of defense. First on scene and trained to decrease these type of injuries and illnesses from worse to bad, then hopefully better. There both rewarding jobs!

I don't know exactly why I wanted to become a doctor, maybe its my dad. Hes a GP in a normal clinic and so it seems that everyday may be the same, dead tiring, super stressful, but the satisfaction that he could make small difference in someone he attended that day. I really don't know where he got the motivation or the strength to become a doctor because as much I am aware of what a doctor does, its so hard. Maybe its the money, society always needs medical care workers and during a recession you wouldn't have to worry about your job, so job security is good. There are many maybe's and ifs why I should be a doctor.

But I want to know if God wants me to become one...

So while I was thinking after this degree in clinical practice, I hope to get in the ambulance service straight away and work to raise the funds for the medical degree. If I don't get to become a paramedic on road, I can continue studying in nursing or at the same time while I'm on road. Pretty much for the experience and qualification of it. Either way a paramedic or nurse I'm going to take a couple of years to raise the money for the medical degree and hopefully by then I am ready, more committed and motivated to utilize the medical degree.

Although I'm sick of writing up essays, making deadlines, spending my parents money, studying, exams and what not. I don't want to miss an opportunity, you know. If all things are possible? why not!

I still have other plans for the future, not only for my career but other rewarding plans. I want to get married, I want to find the women of my dreams! I want to travel! Seek the world! I want to do a small mission in the Philippines! and I want become more involved in church and God...

I wanna become more...

Until next time
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in Him, we live

Relgin.
Keep smiling =(