what emotion...?

Greetings,

Sometimes i don't get it! your feelings get all muddled up, your focus is everywhere, your drawn away from what's in the now and your always confused. Logic and common sense don't come into play when your so caught up with your emotion about somebody. You hang out, talk constantly, tell each other stories, secrets and have deep and meaningful conservations with a particular person. It doesn't have to be a girl or boy, girlfriend or boyfriend, best friend or not so best friend your going to develop emotions about that person. Even if It's either genuine fun and enjoyment of friendship or pure love and happiness like I want to marry that person, you get caught up in your emotions!

I don't get it, for that moment when your emotions take over and all these symptoms of meddling with your life, what can you do about it? its only natural to feel that way, obviously there are chemicals in our body that contribute to these feelings or emotions but I feel its beyond that. Not something magical, but something real. Real as we might not see to the naked eye or even see it at all if its in our bodies, hidden and encapsulated. Blah that didn't make any sense.

Furthermore, when you start to fade away and stop hanging with that person. Then you only wish you could talk more and see each other more, when you know it can't happen because your 'too busy'. Then you start to crave for their attention and the constant updating seem to be all in the past. Like they don't care. What happens to your emotions now? I believe those symptoms go into hyper-drive.

Enough of that my point is.......

Well I found love. in Christ i did and my relationship with him. He's real, his death was real, his resurrection was real, and his return will be real. I know this event should be affecting me, its impact should feel so real and sometimes I doubt but i know i shouldn't. Maybe i genuinely don't get it, even though its so plainly explained, am I rejecting God? There isn't anything I can do physically or mentally to make sure that I will go to heaven with God but believe.

I believe in His love, a simple emotion that is real that I can give and receive. I hope i can firstly receive his love fully in my life so that I can give the love to others.

Until next time
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